... I dont wanna kill myself. I just dont find life any better. I'm not complaining that life sucks. I'm living with it because none of you know what I go through everyday of my life nor know what I'm thinking at times. I just hate life sometimes and wish it would pass faster.. I hope I could finaly get a job and shove my pay check in my mom's face and prove to her I aint stupid. I wanna prove to some people that everyone life's suck and some complain too much.

Each day is a day less without you. Your gonna change. Everyones gonna be in different highs, make newer friends and forget about the rest of us. Things are gonna fall apart. This year is so unlucky, all these problems, test, city wides, regions and etc. After the year passes, the summer, when will it be the next time we hang around at the park or at the school yard, carefree and enjoy everything? Will we change and separate or will we still be the same? Will we do the things we did together? In our little Azn "Hi'k Sey Wuo"/Chinese Gang? Will Q.D and Alex play basketball again? Ever? Will Wilson still be the best at handball? Will he be better? Will Q.D's bad luck ever end? Will Sandi be so smart and still so cooperative ? Will Lin accomplish her life in Styversant? Will anyone be the same?